The Often Misunderstood Ones

this blog post shall both announce the departure of my faci, Mr Esmond Lim and the temporary closure of the blog.

Mr Esmond Lim is my cognitive faci and without him, simply, i wouldnt be who i am now. it was him who impart his knowledge upon us and i enjoyed every of his lesson. now that he is leaving us, on behalf of w14f, i thank him for all that he done for us and the joy he brought to us. (i know i sound as if he is dead but well, u know how melancholy i am)

and also, i decided to rot this blog for the moment as i lost the pleasure of blogging. so when i am back, i wouls inform you guys. 天下无不散的宴席。

Learning and Breakthrough would not stop now, but rather, it starts now.


Au Revoir!

gonna be a tough ride. a harsh term. a grey period. but im so gonna be a superman.

baby its time for miracle. nope, i am not trying to promote Adam Lambert's Time For Miracle. (in fact i just did -.-) i really believe i done a miracle and there are more to go. basically, this week has been mugging bio non-stop and it has seriously considered part of my lifestyle to just read an article of that thick book. By now, you should know what miracle i just accomplish :).

yeaps, mastering bio is part of this extremely ambitious plan. it even coincide with my passion for learning french,which means i have to whack 2 books now. everyday seem to be busy for me though i think the fruit of this labour would be very pleasing to the eye. i got to work smarter.

also, this week, a couple of my friends' birthday just arrived! so let me wish you all here. emm, nicholas,boonpin,guohao,daniel lee. happy birthday to all of you and may i wish the current you would have advanced and progress much more from last year. may i pray in the upcoming year ahead, your health and spiritual growth level would continue to develop and improve, making you a better and stronger person each year. may my blessing be to all of you and that you be free of worries.

Jake is seriously jaked-out recently but i know w14f would be backing me up as usual eh? lets all work hard together and yups, the end symbolise a brand new start.

Au Revoir !

my rj for today's cognitive :

i think for today's case, i can do way better. i dont know if u can see, but i wasnt in good shape today. and i have to say the mistakes committed by my team today can be partially blame on me as i wasnt in a right frame of mind to aid them. but of course, this cannot be used as an excuse.

i always believe cognitive is something that is really simple or rather fundamental building blocks to our applied knowledge. which is actually not something too difficult to everyone. just that you have to think rather logically and more in depth than usual. if i could do something to contribute better to my team's learning, that will be to give them a clearer view of today's problem. believe most of them or rather the class even do not have a clear image of today's problem which i seen most of them making mistakes today.

so rather than pushing blames or so, i would gladly take the humble pie and say today, it was me who failed them. and i make sure such performance will not be seen again.

sigh. i wasnt able to concentrate at all for today. it was a simple case of total brain deficiency and i felt like i let down my team, the class and even myself. but honestly, there isnt much i can really do to help myself today. it was a landslide situation. and when mikael says the team's grade depend on me, that was the part that hurts most; bull's eye. but well, its over and theres nothing much i can do about it besides ranting here. so yup. Au revoir monsieur. even rome will fall one day. what more a living flesh that is so feeble.

ok the title is crap. hahahaa. i saw Emma Watson(my sweety) picture in burberry. here you go.

 

simply had me looking at it literally for 5 seconds with my head tilted 90 degress to the left while walking in Orchard Road.

how dangerous ! but its worth it :)

 

AU REVOIR !

 

 

 

this week has been very torturing to jake, giving him problems after problems both personal and studies. in fact im beginning to doubt whether if i can meet the standard i set for myself. i really hope next week, mikael wun be single-handedly supporting the team again. i want to help him and i need to.

 That part, i want to thank 2 pillars of support.. they are just so important as they are my blue-print to my future. God and W14F, u are praised. especially this week, it shows me how much it meant to me that your support really brought the flame and light to the darkest of times. to be honest, im feeling how many in the class are now. very dejected and really really tired. dejected because of certain problems which everyone has, private or no while tired is that, i drive my body too much and that it seems on the verge of falling apart. Next week is the crucial week. i cannot fall so quick.

lets work hard together my friends. UT = Utterly Torturing. lets get through this together. anw, have any plans on where to go aft UT? I WANT TO GO KARAOKE. :D

 

EDITED. joke of the week cancelled due to typical misunderstandings and communications. as u know, the world is that dumb. that why RP has cognitive lesson. but apparently its useless. :).

 

AU REVOIR !

On this day of your life, Ernest, we believe God wants you to know ... that everything that irritates you about others, is your key to understanding yourself.

What angers you in another person is an unhealed aspect of yourself. If you had already resolved that particular issue, you would not be irritated by its reflection back to you.

 

Just at this moment, that bio relief teacher gave me C. wow great!  =.=".  By this saying, i guess God is telling me i have the same problem as her. HAHAHA. just joking! its timothy's birthday and happy birthday to you matey. god bless you and i wish everything is going well for you.

and nigel, im feeling equally sucky at times too. lets just buckle up for UT yeah? MR FLANNAN.

and honestly, i have no idea why am i posting all these in class. BUT, i saw rockergirl on the bus today! but sadly, she caught me lookign at her. =.= . btw, one of RP's tree has beehive. LOL.

 

Au revoir !      -FRENCH ROCKS

hello folks, im once again fed with the Pill Of Sorrow. once again, i gonna blast u guys with emo stuff and melancholy craps.

well, i always had this contradicting mindset of "Deserving". sometimes i think i deserve better, and sometimes i think i dont deserve a darn thing. well, this eccentric mindset, indeed has its influence over me. or rather, it kinda "form" me. to be more precise and not beating around the bush, i had this mindset that we humans should have their own rights and principles.

to give an example, just a couple of hours ago, i just quarrelled with my mum over mannerism. apparently she thought im done with my food so she could dump her rubbish on my plate. for those who know me, i am the type of person who respect table ethics alot, and by doing so, my mum just insulted me indirectly.

i tried to explain to her, but she got so furious that practically nothing enters her shut ears. so i was thinking if i did the right thing by standing firm on my so called "principles". but true enough, when i ponder over it, it does make sense as what would life be without principles? its like a country w/o law and order. it would be a hella mess.

i do admire ppl who read my blog without fail. so apparently i think my blog is practically UNINTERESTING and i know i sound like esmond(cog faci). but still, thanks for the view. u must have a reason to follow. 

time for something else. had my 1st lab session with w14f. ehh, i didnt take much pics and mostly with others so ya u get me. ehh, i have yet to see an experiment that is more dull and practical as this one. i basically just weigh the stuff and measure to the correct millimetres. can sound quite dumb seriously. but well, im looking forward to thursday cognitive and friday mathematics. im loving maths so much these days. oh yeah, i have stretched my leg back into french and i hope i can learn more about this exquisite and cultured language.

god bless and have fun. now say bye to eccentric jake. :)

( indian version of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star rocks ! )

Philosophy does not promise to secure anything external for man, otherwise it would be admitting something that lies beyond its proper subject-matter. For as the material of the carpenter is wood, and that of statuary bronze, so the subject-matter of the art of living is each person's own life.	”
—Epictetus

i really like this saying from Epictetus which practically summarises how we explain

the term Philosophy to others. indeed philosophy is like a virtue, it is something internal

and a vision which only those who comprehend would witness.

 

a pretty dejected way to start this post but i do have to admit what esmond said was true.

i still have a long way to go. sian.  anyway, its friday today! and my day started perfectly

with a babe seating next to me and a hot guy in front. for that bus journey, my eyes were busy collecting datas of the 2 beautiful images.
 

hehehe. just read about Stoicism, which is partly what made me. The ultimate of virtue.  maths is starting soon, and i heard i have to solve some "Z-Axis" stuff. so... i guess i can have som fun later on.

a pic of my idol >

 

 

BYE-BYE. :D

 

argh... it is honestly 1 of the most boring day i had since the start of sem 2. my best achievement today is to draw 2 drawings. =.="  and here are my "master pieces"

 

 

 

Da Female Rocker( partial screwed )                                                     eh.. a guy who look indian.

 

yeah so u know how "entertained" i was today. the faci who gave me C for not fulfiling my potentail is not here today = relief faci.

so w14f did a poll and we vote for this relief faci rather than our chem faci. HAHAHAHA~! 

 

oh yeah, i need to save $ for my spending in taiwan. sooooo, i am NOT GONNA TAKE CAB OR WASTE ANY STUPID $.  :D

im so gonna buy buy buy. anddddd i get to explore terminal 3. WOOHOO !

 

ok im tired. bye losers.  did u see my blog missy noobie? if u do msn me (she is suppose to see !)